Tuesday, October 21, 2014


by American Kabuki

Once again I face a move before the end of the month. This one outside my control. Many of us are in the same situation and its not likely any us will remain in the same location.  There's kind of diaspora occurring, friends are still friends, but we seem to be congregating in location nodes of some sort around Morocco.  I am not really sure what that means but I can see it happening.   Could be just Source spreading the love around.  You feel good one place but not another and you go by that. Could be geography, resources, Internet connections, business needs or just people you click with at that moment.  Doesn't mean you love the others any less.

I guess I AM at a point where I feel life calling me to new adventures.  I am not sure what that is, or what that looks like, but if we have learned anything from Heather while being in Morocco it is how to follow the energetic trail that Source lays in front of us.  We don't have to choose that trail, but its always that path where everything flows and we will end up there one way or the other, as greater parts of us direct us.  Its often not what or where we expect.  But its always for the best.

I've had over 16 million page views on blog since I started in February 2012.  Since April my blog income has been cut by over half. Part of that was someone hacked my blog and inserted a ROBOTS.TXT command to disallow the Google Doubleclick search engine.  Basically denying Google indexing to the very thing that feeds me, the blog ads.  I fixed that but now I am noticing something new, the ad views counts I get don't at all match the page view counter on blog.  Dani has complained for a long time Google has been altering her pageviews and seems to have proof of that based on the views her articles get at nesaranews.com, but this is the first time I have seen it happen to my blog.  Its perhaps verification I am on the right energetic trail when it comes to what I blog about.

So I am going to have to adapt how I earn a living from this blog because from what I can tell just in the last week I have had 150,000 page views but that is not showing up in the ad revenue and I don't think the advertising dollars have shrunk per ad that much. That may mean I have to do computer work again and blog less. It may mean I have sell American Kabuki Coffee mugs or t-shirts on  my blog or something else creative to provide the daily needs.  I really dislike asking for donations - saw far too much of that in religion.  I can live on $400 month in Morocco but I was earning 3 times that in revenue when I came here - and I like to have  a more normal life than I do now.

I miss my daughter terribly.  I have loose ends in the USA that need tidying. I have a divorce that needs to be finalized so I can move on with my life.  I have a driver's license to replace which California will only issue if I re-apply in person.  Mine was stolen by a pickpocket at the Ceuta border in February.   Morocco car rental places have been very good about accepting the photocopy of the license but that won't work in Europe.  I have a part of me that feels I need to return to the USA for a while... or perhaps just for a quick visit, I am not really sure.  I have no home there anymore, my wife and I separated before I came here (and that was inevitable). To restart a life fresh there takes about $3000-4000  plus the plane trip home. And I am little old to crash on my brothers couch. I've got CPAP machine (prescribed for my sleep apnea) that needs maintenance, I can tell my O2 levels are dropping at night from the dark circles under my eyes in the mornings.   The energetic trail will tell me where to go, and will provide the funds to do it (or not).  But like many others here, I am walking in the unknown right now.

My immediate need is a new place to live before the end of the month and that takes money to move and often deposits of some or another.  Morocco is definitely cheaper than the USA, but as a tourist there is an implied time limit I can stay here...  Got hassled a little bit about that last time I crossed the Morocco border, although I have complied with all laws in that regard. I suspect the border guys were just a little pissy about having to work through the biggest holiday of the year.  First time I have had any issues, and they didn't bother Caleb who has been here longer than me.

I have been thinking about maybe doing a tour of Europe to see my readers, not exactly an "Opal tour" kind of thing but something simple and intimate with people of like minds.   I am not completely sure who would show up or if anyone would, but then I am kind of self-deprecating guy anyway.  I am always a little surprised by how many people do read my blog.  Those of you in Europe or Asia, that have an interest in me paying a visit, or hosting a venue for that kind of thing, and hearing a bit about this journey, contact me at one of the contact addresses on the right side of the blog.  I have no idea how I would pay for it.  But I remember Brian Kelly expressing a desire to me when we were in San Diego to cross the USA doing an RV tour.. and well he did it! And he didn't have the money for it then either.

I am not a stranger to Europe, especially the UK and France, but there's other places I have not seen, like Scandanavia, Czech Republic or Croatia.   China or Thailand would be interesting too.  My French abilities are marginal, I am working on that with Rosetta Stone lesssons. My Spanish is worse. My lingua franca is English.

If you can help financially this month it would be of great assistance.  There's a PayPal link at the top of the page.  The need has never been greater or the situation more uncertain.   I do feel change is occurring.  What it is I do not know.  With a 150,00 page views in the two weeks, even a simple $1 a month from a small fraction of those viewers would go a very long ways.  I must be doing something right to have the readership I have.  The numbers speak for themselves.  We shall see where the Universe leads to the next adventure....  It may be here in another location or perhaps the stars... who knows...

I love you all. And I love bringing you information that I find.

-Bill / American Kabuki

Heavenletter #5078 Where Your Consciousness Dwells

Heavenletter #5078 Where Your Consciousness Dwells
October 20, 2014

God said:

Sometimes it may seem that life is rigged, that it’s a set up, that you are given the idea that you have free will, yet everything is already in place. Sometimes you feel that life is all destiny and not your free will at all, only you are the last one to know. That’s just it. Free will means free. It doesn’t mean Free Control. This is another way to say that free will doesn’t have to mean getting your way.

How do you know what is actually your free will. In the world, you have been indoctrinated, even seemingly hypnotized. Maybe the myth of the Sirens is actually true, and you got swept up and chose your own waywardness, or chose it long ago and forgot. Maybe you are a rebel even to your own present-day causes. Maybe you stole yourself away and chose a disguise the way a spy might.

Maybe you don’t really know who you are even on the overt level of life. To be sure, you don’t know the extent of your Vastness in the Heavens. Now I am speaking of yourself as you perceive yourself in the world. Perhaps you are a charlatan, and you have fooled yourself. You may consciously vote one way while you betray yourself and choose situations and events that belie who you thought you were. You weep to have free will freely while you secretly choose what befalls even as it seems to be foisted on you. Maybe you are your own betrayer. Maybe you yourself tethered your free will to cinder blocks.

We are treading deep waters here. Maybe many or a few of the choices you make are not really your conscious choices but rather choices obscured from you that you nevertheless click much the way you can click an undesired a number on your cell phone. The number you press, whether you meant to or not, is the number you get.

That is enough furrowing around in the subterranean depths of your life on Earth.

What We do know, even when you can’t see it as yet, is that there is a gift for you in all that befalls, including wrong numbers. Right number or wrong number, there is a gift waiting for you whether you notice it or not. So, in this sense, there are no wrong numbers, dear ones. Before you tut-tut and click your tongue, you are the one who pressed the number. It has been said that there are no accidents, so even stubbing your toe is not an accident. Somehow, somewhere along the line, you destined it. It could never be that you would, but you did. Perhaps this can be a deeper meaning of the expression: “There’s many a slip twixt cup and lip.”

You may not have wanted what befell, yet you got it. It’s yours now. Of course, you can rationalize decisions you make and say they are not your doing or you, or if by whatever circuitous way it is your doing, you must have taken it on in your sleep.

Another way to say all this is that everyone is where he finds himself, and that’s where you come from now. You can only start from Go. And, in that vein, you can only end at Go as well, even as there is no end to life.

Where you physically dwell has significant influence on you, including the language you speak, the climate, the air you breathe and so on. Where your consciousness dwells, however, is your personal blocker or unblocker, and, ultimately, your ticket to Heaven.

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Faster than you can say "HEAD-LIES NEWS", CNN launches this article on the EBOLA HYSTERIA known as FEAR-BOLA sweeping the North American continent... Like..HUH? WHEN DID YOU GET A CONSCIENCE?

Maybe Ben Fulford is right on this one? It was all a negotiating tactic by partners in contrast?   Oh but there's going to be an energetic consequence for this one...  Even if it was all illusion...

ARTICLE HERE: http://edition.cnn.com/2014/10/20/health/ebola-overreaction/index.html?sr=fb102014ebolahysteria4pVODtopPhoto

ZEROHEDGE: "Anti-Petrodollar" CEO Of French Energy Giant Total Dies In Freak Plane Crash In Moscow


"Anti-Petrodollar" CEO Of French Energy Giant Total Dies In Freak Plane Crash In Moscow

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Three months ago, the CEO of Total, Christophe de Margerie, dared utter the phrase heard around the petrodollar world, "There is no reason to pay for oil in dollars,"  as we noted here. Today, RT reports the dreadful news that he was killed in a business jet crash at Vnukovo Airport in Moscow after the aircraft hit a snow-plough on take-off. The airport issued a statement confirming "a criminal investigation has been opened into the violation of safety regulations," adding that along with 3 crewmembers on the plane, the snow-plough driver was also killed.

RT        ✔ @RT_com Follow CEO of France's Total dies in jet crash at Moscow’s Vnukovo Airport – report http://on.rt.com/txhsld   11:35 PM - 20 Oct 2014

De Margerie, 63, joined Total in 1974 after graduating from the École Supérieure de Commerce in Paris. He served in several positions in the Finance Department and Exploration & Production division. In 1995, he became President of Total Middle East before joining the Total's Executive Committee as the President of the Exploration & Production division in May 1999. In May 2006, he was appointed a member of the Board of Directors. He was appointed Chairman and Chief Executive Officer of Total on May 21, 2010.
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According to preliminary data, the light aircraft collided with a snow-cleaning machine on takeoff, a source at the capital’s airport told RIA.

The aircraft was sending distress signals while still in the air and reporting an engine fire and fuselage damage, LifeNews reports. Upon crashing on the runway, the aircraft was engulfed in flames, reportedly killing everyone on board.

While initials reports suggested four people died in the tragedy, officials report that five bodies were found at the crash site, one allegedly being the driver of the snow-cleaning vehicle.

Vnukovo Airport has temporarily suspended all flights following the incident.

“A criminal investigation has been opened into the violation of safety regulationsafter a light aircraft crash in the capital's Vnukovo airport,” transport official Tatyana Morozova told RIA.

An investigative group is working at the crash site, Morozova added. In addition to people who were on board the plane, she said, the driver snowplow was killed.

Debris from the aircraft was scattered up to 200 meters from the crash site, according to the rescue services. The engine was found some 50 meters from the crash site, while one of the landing gears was ripped off and discovered nearly 200 meters from the main mass of debris.
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GAIA PORTAL: Transcendence of issues arising
within and (apparently) without
is of primary importance
for all Gaia out-lookers

Transcendence of issues arising within and (apparently) without is of primary importance for all Gaia out-lookers
by ÉirePort

Transcendence of issues arising within and (apparently) without is of primary importance for all Gaia out-lookers.

Flairing of Cosmics concurrently with incursions of Cosmics into darker holes of Gaia, creates turbulence at all levels of Gaia consciousness, collectively and individually.

Clandestines are no longer.

Residences of Energies continues the climb, and will continue through the Golden Sun Emergence.

Within and With-out are now the same.

Presence of Higher BEings is now most essential to Gaia ascension purpose.

ÉirePort | October 21, 2014 at 00:59 | Categories: Uncategorized | URL: http://wp.me/p2sFUY-sW

Weather Derivatives ??

I've speculated privately this was going on with HAARP weather manipulations after watching the TV series Rubicon which has a plot in which a cabal of highly placed military-industrial-think-tank types trigger and plan terrorist attacks worldwide to speculate in high frequency trading of market swings in energy and other commodities.  Volitily makes HFT profitable.  Death can come by many means including weather...  but it still terrorism. I think its also the reason for the high secrecy surrounding HAARP and "Geo-Engineering"... that and the liability were it known to be an established science of weather control.,, and not just "conspiracy theory"... -AK

Found here: http://www.rumormillnews.com/cgi-bin/forum.cgi?read=2249
excerpted from here: http://jimstonefreelance.com/weatherderivatives.html

Weather Derivatives ??

Posted By: Susoni
Date: Monday, 20-Oct-2014 18:05:20

Clandestine insider trading involving the weather is happening on the stock market and has been since 1996. This trading involves betting on what the weather will be. In the age of weather modifications, can anyone see a conflict of interest with this? Does California have a huge put option out on it? Is that why HAARP technology is obviously being used to destroy California agriculture?

This was a new one for me, but it makes perfect sense: If powerful people can control the weather now, why not use the weather as a trading option and rake it in big with a rigged game?

IiA posted the following to the forum, and it is a shocker.

Topic: Weather Derivatives 
The first weather derivative deal was in July 1996 when Aquila Energy structured a dual-commodity hedge for Consolidated Edison Co. Weather derivatives slowly began trading over-the-counter in 1997. The Chicago Mercantile Exchange introduced the first exchange-traded weather futures contracts and corresponding options, in 1999. A major early pioneer in weather derivatives was Enron Corporation.

Following this YouTube uploaded Oct 17, 2014, the Chicago Mercantile Exchange (CME) has deleted all information on hurricane weather contracts from their website [but archived HERE -AK]. Trading weather derivatives, while having access to technology to modify temperature, rainfall, drought and tweak the paths of hurricanes, constitutes insider trading. Also snapshots on the wayback archive now reroute, I have the screenshots.

Is there relevant disclosure about the tweaking of Hurricane Gonzalo and Typhoon Vongfong, or why now?  VIDEOS HERE: http://goo.gl/BzsJXO

The CME currently lists weather derivative contracts for 25 cities in the United States, eleven in Europe, six in Canada, three in Australia and three in Japan. Most of these financial instruments track cooling degree days or heating degree days, but other products track snowfall and rainfall in at ten separate U.S. locations. The CME Hurricane Index, an innovation developed by the reinsurance industry provides contracts that are based on a formula derived from the wind speed and radius of named storms at the point of U.S. landfall.

Spread sheet of weather options here:  http://www.reactorbreach.com/attachment.php?aid=41



Monday, October 20, 2014





A physics professor at the University of Oklahoma who often spends his time studying smashed subatomic particles at the Large Hadron Collider at CERN laboratory in Switzerland has another hobby – smashing the notion that all scientists believe the universe was created by some sort of cosmic accident.

Dr. Michael Strauss has given some iteration of a lecture he’s titled “Scientific Evidence for the Existence of God” to students and peers at universities across the nation for nearly 15 years, including at Stanford, UT Dallas, UC Santa Barbara, and most recently Thursday at the University of Missouri-Columbia, where he said observable and testable scientific evidence points to a “designer who cares about humanity.”

This is coming from an experimental particle physics expert who also says scientific evidence shows the universe is 14 billion years old, and that it was created through a so-called “big bang” – which many people also hear from the likes of atheist and agnostic scientists.

But Strauss, also known for his knowledge and expertise on the Higgs boson “God Particle,” told his audience of roughly 200 students and professors who packed a campus auditorium to hear him speak that the discoveries of modern science give abundant evidence for the existence of a transcendent, intelligent designer who created the universe and has a purpose for humanity.

A message from Mother and a message from me

A message from Mother and a message from me
by Aisha North
October 17, 2014

Beloved family of light!

Once again it is as if everything is speeding up, and to quote Otmn ” i feel like a brand new person again and again. the images, the insights, and all, is flowing in so fast that by the time i understand one there are more, it is mind boggling, but in a good way.” After reading through what you have all shared here during the last 24 hours or so, I could not agree more, it IS mind boggling, and in a very good way! 

If you have not yet seen the latest comment posted by IAMystAR and the response that it has generated, I think you should take a look at it, for I think it is very much linked to the message I have been given to share with you today. When I sat down to channel it, I could feel from the energies coming in that it would be a powerful one:

Benjamin Fulford – 10/19/2014
Did the dragon family take control
of the Federal Reserve Board?

The views below are solely Benjamin Fulford's, as with all posts use your own inner discernment. There is much data in this message from Ben.  You gotta wonder though about people who would hold hostage the entire planet with a disease like Ebola as a negotiating tactic... sheesh! Commentary by David Wilcock follows...  -AK

Did the dragon family take control of the Federal Reserve Board?

Posted by Benjamin Fulford
October 20, 2014

Multiple sources are reporting that as of October 17th, 2014, the Dragon family has taken over control of the international operations of the Federal Reserve Board and that as a result, the cabal’s ISIS and ebola campaigns, which were negotiating tactics, will be wound down. Under the deal, the United States, Europe and England, respectively, will be issuing their own domestic currencies. However, the world’s reserve currency will no longer be controlled by the families that used to own the Fed, the sources, including pentagon and CIA officials, said.

A Chinese government source was unable to confirm that a deal had been reached. Nonetheless, he did note that China, Indonesia and Japan had been printing dollars of their own under the old regime but that all new creation of dollars world-wide will stop in October. This implies that any new currency issued internationally will be something other than dollars; most likely a basket of currencies centered on the Chinese yuan.

A British MI5 source, for his part, says “Europe is in no condition to make any agreements based on the future use of the Euro. Italy, France and Germany all need to expedite the issuance of domestic currency and this is now a recognized fact.”

Moreover, there are still major power groups, notably in the Middle East and the US, that are unwilling to accept this deal, dragon family sources say. As a result, geopolitical turbulence is expected to continue until the final resistance groups are subdued and controlled. A dragon family member says they will push for complete cabal defeat by the Chinese lunar New Year , which falls on February 19th in 2015.

Man flies by airplane and Manchester Airport

The man whizzed within 100 metres of the plane over Macclesfield and left pilots baffled (stock image)

Is it a bird, is it a plane? No - it's a mystery man flying past an Airbus full of passengers as it flew over Macclesfield at 3,500ft

Pilots of Airbus 320 left stunned when a 'flying man' passed their aircraft

The man flew within 100 metres of the plane as it made its descent into Manchester Airport
There was no sign of him on the radar and neither pilot could see a canopy suspending him  
The official report in to the incident said it was 'frustrating' they could not corroborate what happened 


PUBLISHED: 08:16 GMT, 18 October 2014 | UPDATED: 13:42 GMT, 18 October 2014

Pilots on a holiday jet were left stunned when a 'flying man' whizzed past their aircraft at 3,500 feet.

The mystery man flew within 100 metres of the plane and left the pilots baffled as to how he was moving through the air, as neither could see a canopy suspending him.

There was also no sign of him on the radar and further checks failed to reveal any paragliders, parachutists or balloonists in the area at the time.

He appeared from nowhere as the Airbus 320 was coming in to land at Manchester Airport on Friday June 1
He appeared from nowhere as the Airbus 320 passed Macclesfield while it was coming in to land at Manchester Airport and has been dubbed the 'Superman of Macclesfield'.

The Airprox Board, which looks in to near misses, said: 'They first sighted the object a few hundred metres in the 11 o'clock position 200 to 300ft above.

'It passed down the left-hand side of the aircraft at 100 to 200m.

'The crew only saw it fleetingly, there was no time to take avoiding action and they based their assumptions on it being a person under a canopy. But neither can remember seeing a canopy.'

The man has been dubbed 'Superman of Macclesfield' after he was spotted in the air over the Cheshire town
The official report in to the incident on Friday June 13 admitted it was 'unfortunate' and 'frustrating' there was 'no way of corroborating what they had reported'.

It added that the flight crew 'couldn't be certain that it wasn't a person-shaped balloon.'

Aviation expert Chris Yates said: 'It is a complete and utter mystery.'